Formation is over i guess what next?

I haven't been posting a lot in this blog, it was supposed to be a journey blog about the my learning process in the Dip. Theology. but life get to me that i was not able to do much blog since then. Do i have a writers blog, yes i might have but i do have things to say that i was not able to do at all because i was just to busy with my job. Ironically the the whole reason that i was such in a turmoil since last year until now.

Ironically my study in theology is the only things that keep me going in the path i need to go, It show me that life is not always a straight line as what we always thought it will be.

When we seen someone trying to go for formation into the religious life and half away they take a break in order reexamine themselves and normally half of them would never return to the formation. When then to think that they we not trying, they gave up and they were not follow the way correctly to complete the formation.

I beg to differ on that thought. I have a few time in this particular program thought i need to quit, there are more people who deserve to the recognition, i don't think the big guy up there want me in this program because we cant attend the auxiliary program that was plan by the institute or meet the deadline of the module. We are not on a formation for a religious life and we have such thought, what about them? hence i know the challenges that comes with the journey of faith so much,

Sooooo.... the journey has ended a bit sad that know i don't have anything to do until the graduation day... would i join a hermitage? since i just discover one that was created in 2015, but our bishop has to agree to it in some way before we even try to attempt to join it.. but hey it something to study and maybe one day i will be in another journey to be a hermit maybe? hopefully the big guy would approve huhuhu....

Be bless everyone...

Chubby friar return to blog writing   

A long year wait~~

2018… there only one entry this year… what happen?

It’s a year of silence I guess a year to really think about how life are supposed to be

A year to open our eyes, on what people really actually think about you as a person

It was the worst year in my life I think, it is not because there was no happy moment this year.

It was that I did not listen to the warning that the great guy up there sent me.

Yup he took the time to send me sign that I might had not make me so miserable the whole year

However, what did I do? I ignore it putting my faith to the people at hand

Trusting that we can ensure that everything will goes smoothly and fine

Even with all the sign, we saw but did not do anything to understand it.

So the year was so bad not because something very bad happen although it did but it was not 

something like a natural disaster or something.

It was bad because it was the year that I realize how fake a lot of the people around me is.

People I thought was a friend and turn out to be the very person that stab a knife on my back

The very people that confer to us their problem so we trust them at a deeper level and then create stories about us to others

But since I am out of time for today let me continue another time the stories of 2018 told in 2019